Thursday, April 25, 2002
I GOT PHOTOSHOP 7!!!!!!! YAY! *dies of happiness*
Anyhow ...
Damn, been a long time, but now me not obsessed with HL and mIRC so I'll talk abit more cause all of you love me right? *laughs* erm, okay anyways. What's new... erm.. well.. me and Dev's 5th month Anniversity was on the 23rd. I'm still currently living away from home however me and mom are talking about allowing me back in the house. We hang out alot more like outside friends then anything. Anyways, so I've been a little sick recently, but that's okay... (Photoshop just made my day)..
I got new programs like: Cinema 4D 6, Photoshop 7, Painter 7, Maya 4.0, Bryce 5, and even Lightwave! And unfortunally I don't have much HD space yet, but I'm working on it ;)
DSL was down for 40 hrs 2 days ago. I kill Telus soon ;P
Anyways, other then that, I've been fine. I am doing an RPG with a couple of friends of mine, doing the 3D animation and the opening theme while some others are doing programming. It'll be good on my resume. I'm finishing grade 12 next year. I'm taking Culinary Arts 11 and 12, Acting 11 and 12, Math 11 (for the 4th time cause I drop out all the time and it's boring), Info Tech 12 (programming), English 12, and I think something else I can't remember. O.o
Anyways, off I go to do my site. *Dances off*
Kae caused havoc @ 12:45 p.m. PST
Friday, March 15, 2002
I gotta stop making myself look at Katie's artwork. *LOL* and need to start looking at my own. ;D
Well nothing's happening really. Been a normal teenager. The void's dead, everything I did bad (ie, drugs and smokes and drinking).. the thought died.. I don't carve anymore. I'm more or less like a go lucky happy self.
Me and Dev's 5 month aniversity is on the 23rd. It's odd considering I never thought it would last this long. Seems like for the past few weeks everything has been going fairly smoothly.
My stitches were out for a while, and only a horrible scar remains. IT reminds me of how much it hurt, and the blood spilling. That memory alone makes me scared of knives. VERY scared.
Well what else. I'm out of school because I'm going through probs with my health, keeping a weird sleeping pattern of 7am-1pm sleeping. I gotta look for a job so I can go to the anime convention out in Maryland with Trace (Lightning Wolf), Jerome (Vulcan) and Ryan (Blindside)... it's gonna be a blast ;D
I'm slowly working on this site design. Gomenasai minna! I'll work on it, I promise.. I've been busy playing Starcraft, Ragnarok Online, chatting on mIRC, getting Anime from Hotline, and RPing in the Leosce plus playing all the games that I have been downloading off of mIRC. I'm playing the beta of Final Fantasy 11, it's the sweetest game ever.
Ack, people in mIRC are calling. Off I go. Take care!
Kae caused havoc @ 04:47 p.m. PST
Thursday, March 7, 2002
I've been soooo out of it recently.. I'll post some other time, I promise..
however... *HUGE drool* http://www.tenkuu.net/006/
Kae caused havoc @ 01:32 p.m. PST
Monday, February 4, 2002
I managed to create a new blog layout, then the HTML layers didn't want to work for me... so then I deleted and gave up.
Anyone please MSN, AIM or ICQ me if you can REALLY help me with these layers!!
Anyways, I haven't eaten in a while.. few days.. losing weight, I know. We got a pizza today and I realized there were mushrooms on it. I hate mushrooms, so I'm starving again. I don't mind at all.
Dev's dead.. -.- we managed to get stoned.. found out after the fact that it was tweaked with hash.. so not only was I not able to stand up, I couldn't go to my art class.
Not good.. me not in art, bad.
Anyways, for those who didn't know, my first day of school was today. Managed to get myself out of the sick field and go to school to finish.
Kae caused havoc @ 07:27 p.m. PST
Sunday, January 27, 2002
convo again
I had to call my mom today because she sent a huge email about how the house is, etc. For people who just tuned in, I'm not in my house anymore due to being kicked out once again. It's been 3-4 weeks now, yes I miss it. This convo was actually very calm and collected, we talked like we were old friends. The dogs, ferrets, cats and fish are doing okay which is good. Mom is thinking about letting me get my wacom so I can get un-rusty on my designing skills, and so all is well. Or is it?
I find out from my mom that Evan doublecrossed not only me, but Devon and lied to our faces. I have yet to confront him. I called Kurtis and he said Rene lied saying that everyone would be going to D&D. So I confronted him and I'm talking to him.
I'm gonna write later.
Kae caused havoc @ 06:11 p.m. PST
Saturday, January 26, 2002
a comtemplated thought
It's weird, I have a boyfriend. I almost broke up with him so many times. It's the personalities, however, that totally destroy relationships.
I'm realizing more and more of myself however. I do cause Dev much grief, which is not weird at all. Yes, I am paranoid. I don't see this relationship lasting any longer. It's like Allan, it lasted a year.. but it was so bumpy that it wasn't very stable. I have a 20 year old virgin on my hands (who by the way is a loner geek while I am one of the popularest people in school) and I refuse to screw him simply because he is a guy.
That's funny considering when I was going out with Allan and all he wanted was sex, I was fine with it. But I guess now that me and Allan were broken off, I realized I'm bi (obviously), then now here I am realizing that I love girls more then guys (I still love guys but.. it seems not sexually), and girls I'm totally in love with.
I am pretty sure I love one girl. But there is no feelings back. >.<
For some reason people say I'm 'cute'. I know I'm not pretty, but... god.. 'CUTE'?? Gah...
Kae caused havoc @ 05:00 p.m. PST
Saturday, January 19, 2002
Real intresting story.. ;)
Well, where do I begin.
Julie who tends to be quite annoying and write immature messages. I fixed that and banned her. However she goes and makes a new user called angelic_evil who does the same thing as Julie's posts... I go to her journal today and there are a few things that struck me odd.
1) She 'appeared' only when Julie was banned.
2) The first message she denys she is Julie.
3) She doesn't update, but when she does she talks about Julie
4) Style of writing is the exact same
5) I checked the school network for all students with that name. There is no one by that name in our school.
6) If she was real, and she was a friend of Julie's - wouldn't she have her as a friend?
I've been getting harassing immature type messages that could either be from Julie (most likely... the style is so similar) or Angie. Just know guys if you see this, I couldn't care if you write to me! It doesn't bother me at all. For each one you do, I have your IP. And since you use cable, you have a static IP (well Angie has DSL so she's lucky). And that leads to war. Go for it, I dare you. *BOL*
Kae caused havoc @ 01:07 p.m. PST
Tuesday, January 15, 2002
New Blog Layout comin. Don't you worry. *nodnod*
Kae caused havoc @ 06:47 p.m. PST
Tuesday, January 15, 2002
OMG! litterly just realized *stupid* that joliefolie linked me... *long pause* ..............
Okay, if that wasn't a weird excuse for a post, I don't know what is! LOL
*realizes she has to get up at 6:30am for 'underage income assistance' and 'EI income' appointments* MEEP! *runs off*
Kae caused havoc @ 01:03 a.m. PST
